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22:37:44 - Nov 19 2008
22:34:59 - Nov 19 2008
22:08:05 - Nov 19 2008
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New York City, USA:
Sunrise is at: 7:47 AM
Sunset is at: 5:35 PM
London, England:
Sunrise is at: 8:25 AM
Sunset is at: 5:06 PM
Moscow, Russia:
Sunrise is at: 9:12 AM
Sunset is at: 5:17 PM
Sydney, Australia:
Sunrise is at: 5:42 AM
Sunset is at: 7:40 PM
Tokyo, Japan:
Sunrise is at: 7:20 AM
Sunset is at: 5:32 PM
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Profile for Cinnamon |
Cinnamon
Sire
Quote: Sugar and spice and everything nice???
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Have you ever felt as though you were holding on tightly to something when suddenly it vanished and then you fell? Have you ever experienced the sensation of suddenly having nothing to grasp, nothing to cling to? You reach and you struggle, but it's not there anymore and then you're plummeting through space and darkness. You don't know how far you have to go. You don't know if you'll be saved, snatched out of the cold, rushing air and pulled to safety. You don't know if you'll survive when you hit the bottom. You don't even know if you want to...
I'm Cinnamon, formerly known as Skylla. I've been on Vampire Rave for a very long time. I've been through a lot during my stay. Some of it good, some of it bad. So far the good has out-weighed the bad and I'm still here. Well, either that or I'm too stubborn to leave. Or I'm too afraid to leave. It doesn't matter in the end. I'm here...for whatever reason.
I've changed. I've changed a lot. I plan to continue with the change. I'm not sure if I like it, but it feels like something that is necessary. One of the things that has changed about me is my voice. I've finally found it. If you piss me off or step on my toes, you'll know it now. I used to swallow my words, never wanting to hurt someone or anger them. Instead, I would feel the hurt and anger by myself, taking it inside me like a poison that was slowly killing me. I'm learning how to express my feelings. I'm capable of getting my point across in a direct and intelligent way, delivering my words like blows. If you feel the need to cross me, I will dissect your nonsense and turn it on you. I will point out things that you, in your haste to be vile, have forgotten or overlooked. If you have something negative to say to me, I suggest that you give it a lot of thought beforehand.
I've discovered the beauty of my journal. It is my release. I wrote in it before, but not like I am now. My deepest thoughts and emotions are noted there. My most life-altering experiences are documented there.
Moving on... I'm twenty-eight (trust me the clock starts ticking faster and faster the older you get). I'm not completely happy with the way that I look. I can look into a mirror and tear myself apart. I'm not hideous, I know this. I'm not perfect, I also know this.
I'm a mother and a daughter. I am not a sister or a wife. As a matter of fact, I've been married twice and both times I've had my world shattered by the one I had built it around. I suppose that's what happens when someone escapes their cage...it shatters. My fault is that I love too much. It would seem that no one can handle it. They cannot bear to love me that much in return and then they...escape. I'm not looking for that again anytime soon, thank you.
Not only am I not looking to...get hitched...anytime soon, I'm not particularly looking for love either. I think the best love finds you, you don't find it.
I
someone...
I have no love to give to anyone else. Respect this and don't message me with any futile attempts to flirt. You will be ignored so save the energy it takes to type You're hot. Unless you're my Prince Charming and we're meant to be together and you can scale my wall and convince me of this with some hardcore evidence...go away. Shoo, fly, don't bother me.
As you can see, I've used pictures to tell my story. This is something different from my other profiles. It's like a picture book for those of you that don't want to read. There are also no scroll boxes or quizzes or poetry or friends list. I'm breaking with tradition. I'm a rebel like that.
Coven Business
I want to represent one last part of me...my new Coven, The Coven of the Forbidden Fruit. I became Master to this Coven on September 4th, 2007. I have high hopes for this Coven. I waited a while to start it, trying to learn all that I could about running a successful Coven from my former Master, Sacred. I hope that I have been a good pupil. I hope I do not disappoint...
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Profile Created: Feb 20 2006
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